When the Ice Clash Ch. 16

Disclaimer: I do not any characters in Fairy Tail. I just own the plot in this fanfic. ^o^



Juvia paused her walk once again and just stayed in silence. “After all these year, I’m just a guildmate to you now?” Juvia just stood there with a pair of cold eyes looking straight ahead at nothing in particular. “I’m no one special to you now? Just a guildmate?” Juvia still didn’t response and just started walking away toward the door in silence, leaving the helpless mage behind in his despair.


Gray’s P.O.V:

Is this how she felt before? Juvia, is this how you felt before? Cold, empty…lonely? I stood there petrified, looking toward the door. The door that Juvia walked out. The door that led her out of my life. What have I done? Is it really too late? Is the wound in her heart really too deep to heal? The thought of her wound made me flinched; her once gloomy self was long gone after she came into Fairy Tail. That gloom, that rain came back to haunt her once again, and I’ve caused it. Every time I found love, they always leave me behind. No, actually I chased them out. My family, Ur, and now Juvia. I defied Ur and killed her. I’ve hurt Juvia all along and eventually, it chased her out of my life. I’m sorry, Juvia. I didn’t want to turn your life back to the dark, and yet, I still did it, didn’t I? Gomene. I want you to be happy now, even if it means I will have to let you go.

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When the Ice Clash Ch.15

Disclaimer: My name is not Hiro Mashima, therefore I do not own Fairy Tail. Though I wish I have the power to control the story, I only own this fanfiction.



“No,” Juvia calmly told him while taking his arms away from her. “Gray-san doesn’t know himself. He’s lying to Juvia, lying to himself.” She turned around so that she could face Gray again, and place her right hand over where her heart is. “There’s a hole right here, and even Gray-san cannot fill that hole in her heart now.”


            A few days passed by, but no new improvements between the two mages. Juvia, as indifferent as she could be, still did not believe a word Gray said. Every day, Gray would tell her that he loves her. Every day, Juvia would ignore that statement.  As the days dragged on with Gray’s constant confrontations, her emptiness grew more and more. It seemed like her despair slowly turned into anger and hatred. The more Gray bugs her, the angrier she becomes.

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When the Ice Clash Ch. 14

Disclaimer: I only own this fan fiction here; Fairy Tail legally belongs to Hiro Mashima.



“Oi!” I tried to shake Juvia awake, but she was too much in the slumber to wake up. “What should I do?”



Juvia woke up on a bright morning, staring right above her. ”A ceiling?” She raised her upper body up, realizing that she was initially lying in a soft blue bed with a small damp cloth on her forehead. ”Where is Juvia? What happened?” Being all lost and confused, she got out of bed and looked to the left of the room. “Gray-sama!?!?” She yelped before remembering to cover her mouth as the sight she saw was quite surprising. Gray was still sleeping quite uncomfortably on a small couch at one side of the room.  Looking left and right, trying to figure out what happened; Juvia had her moment of panic. Juvia made her way toward the couch quietly and stood in front of Gray as she leaned down to his eye level. Looking at his sleeping face made, Juvia forgot all the pain from the other day for a while. She kept looking quietly for a few second, whispering softly, “Gray-sama looks really cute sleeping like this.” Then she remembered something.

“Gray-san,” Juvia tried to tug on Gray’s shirt. Yes, miraculously, Gray still had his shirt on despite his stripping habit. “Gray-san, wake up.”

“Uh, one moment,” Gray mumbled in his sleepy.

“Gray-san!” Juvia raised her voice a bit.

“Huh…. huh!? Juvia!? Ackk.” Gray finally seemed to grasp onto what just happened before he got startled and fell off the couch. “Yo, Juvia,” greeted Gray sheepishly.

“Umm, ohayo,” Juvia said coldly and briefly.

“Ummm, about last night… You were drunk and everyone already left, so I had to bring you here,” Gray tried to explain not wanting Juvia to think he had bad intention or something.

“Gray-san shouldn’t have bothered with her,” yet again, Juvia spoke with briefness and hoarseness.

“Ah, no, no. Juvia, I wouldn’t mind,” Gray scratched his head as he looked at Juvia sheepishly, with a tint of red on his cheeks. “Ah,”  Remembering something, Gray put the back of his hand on Juvia’s forehead before flipping into his palm with his eyes so focused on her as if trying to feel her temperature. “You seemed okay now. You had a pretty bad fever there.”

“Oh really? Juvia did?” Juvia sounded a bit taken back. “Arigatou, Gray-san. For tending her fever. Juvia must get going now.” Juvia bow her head, bidding her farewell and turned toward the door.  As she walked away from Gray, Gray rushed over and caught her wrist in his hands with wide, surprised eyes as if he just did it on impulse and had no idea what he just did. Equally surprised, Juvia turned to face Gray, and both were looking into each other’s eyes in silence. Gray had this surprised hint in his eyes, which later turned to seriousness, while Juvia’s eyes were unreadable, almost empty.

”Eumm.. Juvia, about yesterday, I,” Gray started the conversation, but Juvia cut him off again.

”Juvia doesn’t want to talk about ‘That’ now, ” she gave Gray a stern look, knowing pretty well what he was going about.

”Juvia, just listen to me first,” Gray pleaded.  ‘Why don’t you believe me?”

With a sigh, Juvia replied, ”There was nothing to believe in in the first place.” She yanked her wrist out of Gray’s grasp and walked out the door.

As Juvia was heading to the guild, Gray followed behind her. Sensing his presence, Juvia fasten her walking pace, while Gray also started walking faster. “What does Gray-san want from Juvia!?” Juvia finally snapped.

Gray stopped in his steps, taken aback from Juvia’s sudden outburst. “Your  trust.”

“Eh?” Juvia was a bit surprised before her expression hardened, and she studied Gray’s for a while before sighing again. Taking a quick breath, she mumbled, “never mind. Forget she asked.”

“Juvia!’ Gray called after her when she started walking again. Seeing that she didn’t bother to stop, he followed. “Just listen.” Still, Juvia didn’t. “Why don’t you believe me?” And yet again, Juvia kept walking. “I’m sorry I never took the time to consider your feeling. I’m sorry I knew what you felt for me, but never made a clear resolve. Little did I do that I started to fall for you. And then Lyon came, and made me realized how much you mean to me and that I don’t want you to get snatched away by him or anyone else.”

Juvia stopped in her track and paused there for a few seconds. Lyon again.  It’s always him. Gray-sama, that’s not love; that’s rivalry. She took a long and deep breath before turning around to face Gray. “Juvia isn’t some kind of toy.” Her eyes, if there were anything that Gray was afraid of, it’s Juvia’s eyes that time. The emptiness inside, not even a hint of pain nor any kind of emotions. Nothing, just calm blank eyes looking at him. “Gray-san can stop his play now; Juvia is really tired and sick of all of these.” She turned her back on him and started to walk forward again. Suddenly, she could feel an impact. Gray ran up to her and hugged her from behind her back.

“Juvia, stop it. Stop acting so tough when you’re not,” Gray pleaded with her while still holding her in his embrace. “I don’t understand why you don’t believe me. I really don’t.” His voice shook and trembled a bit. With his arms in front of Juvia, he held her from the back.

“No,” Juvia calmly told him while taking his arms away from her. “Gray-san doesn’t know himself. He’s lying to Juvia, lying to himself.” She turned around so that she could face Gray again, and place her right hand over where her heart is. “There’s a hole right here, and even Gray-san cannot fill that hole in her heart now.”


Pinky Berry Note: I’m back! >.< I haven’t posted in so long; almost 2 months now? Aye, the writer block I had was pretty serious there. 

When the Ice Clash Ch. 13

Pairing: Gray, Juvia, Lyon

Disclaimer: I do not own Fairy Tail, I only own the fanfic here.


Previously: “Juvia, gomene…” I whispered softly as I headed back to the guild.



”Gray Fullbastard!!” I shouted at Gray while running across the guild. I stopped for a split second before throwing Gray a punch in the face, which sent him flying backward a few metter. I bolted forward and picked him up by his shirt collar, not giving him any chance to fight back. ”You piece of sh*t! You scumbag!” With one of my hand still holding onto his collar, I threw him another hard punch in his stomach. ”You make Juvia-chan cry again, you gotta go through me first!” I spat out my words as I pulled his collar up and looked into his eyes with ferociousness.

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When the Ice Clash Ch. 12

Disclaimer: My name is not Hiro Mashima, therefore, I do not own Fairy Tail. I only own the fanfic here.. :3


Previously: “I think I love you,” Gray-sama said it again, slower this time. The whole guild busted out in cheers and whistles. 


“Go, Gray!!” Different kinds of cheers could be heard from the crowd. “Finally!”

“Tsk, Juvia is mine!” Lyon protested.

Juvia was speechless for a while, and her heart shut down. “Hehe *low chuckle* Juvia sees where this is going.” She looked into Gray-sama’s eyes with her lifeless eyes before chuckling a little again. “Juvia saw this coming, but didn’t expect it to be so soon.”

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When the Ice Clash Ch. 11

Disclaimer: I wouldn’t be here writing fanfic if I own Fairy Tail and its characters. Hiro Mashima is the rightful owner of Fairy Tail.


Previously: “Gray Fullbuster, why can’t you realize that you also love Juvia?” Erza swing her head right and left while massaging her temple. 



The guild was being as busy as ever in the morning. Chairs and tables were already flying mid-air, but there’s no surprise since this is our guild’s daily routine. And again, I was sitting at my favorite spot at the counter whiling drinking some mugs of alcohol. After I’ve came a conclusion that I do love Juvia after all, I came to this somber state. Guilt was written all over my face. Why didn’t I realize sooner? Now that Juvia is tired of waiting, I just realize my feeling? Yeah, even after  I kissed her, she said she’ll move on. She is just that tired. I made her wait for too long, and now she found someone else. The danger of not admitting your feeling is getting hurt yourself. Mira’s words came back. Guess I am too late now?

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When the Ice Clash Ch. 10

Disclaimer: All Fairy Tail and its characters belong to Hiro Mashima. I only own this fanfic right here..


Previously: With tears in her sorrowful eyes, Juvia looked at Gray-sama. “From this day onward, Juvia does not love Gray-san anymore. You can rest assure that she will never bother you in any possible ways again.”



Juvia ran and ran until her legs can’t move anymore. The pain and soreness in her legs are nothing compared to the excruciating pain in her heart. Gray-sama doesn’t love Juvia. He is playing with her because of his rivalry with Lyon-sama. Right? If he does like her, he would have told her long time ago, not only after Lyon-sama came. Gray-sama just wants to win against Lyon-sama. He doesn’t like her. *sob sob* Yeah, he doesn’t. Stop dreaming and stop getting your hope up, Juvia. *sob* When will Juvia ever learn? Gray-sama never liked Juvia. And never will he. He’s using Juvia to win against his rivalry against Lyon-sama. Why Juvia? Hasn’t Juvia already suffer enough? Is she some kind of toys? When he doesn’t need her, he’d just toss her aside. When he needs her, he’d use her. *dry chuckle* Gray-sama only sees her when he needs her. In this case, when he wants to win. Juvia guesses she’s that worthless after all. One minute, he said he doesn’t care, and the next, he started kissing her. *sob* Yeah, a kiss that wasn’t really meant for her. A kiss with no feelings.



Gray came back to the guild dumbfounded and confused, both from the pain on his cheek where Juvia had slapped him and his rash actions. Sitting at the counter, he was still dazed from what happened. As soon as he came back into reality, frustration took over. “Arghhh!! What have I done!?!? I’ve hurt her with my words. I made her cried.” He put his head on the counter and shook it left and right. “What have I done?” he mumbled.

“Are you okay, Gray?” Mira came from behind the counter and sat on the chair next to Gray. “Did something happen?”

“Nothing…” Gray mumbled with his head still on top of the counter. “I don’t know what came over me.”

“Eh?” Mira tilted her head with a confused look.

“It’s Juvia. We kindda.. ummm.. fought.” Gray wasn’t sure how put what happened into words.

“Juvia did what!?!? She fought with you? YOU!?” Erza, who just came to sit on his other side, sounded so shocked.  Gray couldn’t reply as he doesn’t want to admit that Juvia would actually fight with him. If anything ever happens, everyone knows Gray would be the last person that Juvia would argue with.

“Good afternoon, Erza,” Mira greeted Erza as she sat down. Erza just nodded her head and returned the greeting.

“Ummm, it was kindda my fault. Nah, cross that out.” He shaked his head. “It was totally my fault.”

“Soooo…. what exactly happened?” Erza asked.

“I guess I was mad and said unnecessary stuff.”

“You were mad? How come?”

“Lyon came over…”

“So, it was Lyon?” smirked Mira. “Is it me or there is jealousy in the air?”


Jealousy? Me, jealous of Lyon? Over Juvia? It took me a few seconds to absorb what Mira just said. Jealous? Usually when a guy is jealous over a girl, it means that he likes her, right? Wait, wait. I like Juvia?

“Hold on, Mira,” I told Mira who was already half-way in her fantasy land. “I don’t think I like Juvia that way.”

“You ‘don’t think’? Does this mean there is a possibility?”

“I really don’t know.” I said as I grab my head and shake it left and right. “I do have a good feeling about her. She’s strong, caring, and pretty. Really beautiful, in fact.”  A smile creep up Mira’s face as I said this. “Then Lyon came and changed everything. It gives me frustration and this strange feeling. Like I’m being protective of her, but not really. Every time I see them together, I wanted to smash his face into pieces because it’s irritating.”

“Gray, I thought I’ve already told to be more resolute with her. Don’t make her wait like this forever,” Erza said in a serious tone.

“Gray, it is jealousy. Admit it, you were jealous.” Mira butted in in a mischievous smirk.

“Even if I do love her, it’s too late now. She’s moving on now. She said so herself. I’ve probably hurt her too much, and she’s tired of it. I knew about her feelings, but I kept her waiting and waiting. I just made her cried.” Juvia’s crying face flashed into my head. Her cry made me lost all my thoughts and I started to panic inside. “Then I did something really stupid, too.”

“Ehh?? What else did you do?”

“I k-k-kiss her,” I stuttered while mumbling the words. Before I knew it, my lips were already on hers.

“YOU DID WHAT!?!?!?” Erza shouted, making the whole guild turning toward us.

“Erza! Can you calm down?”

“You KISSED her, and you still say you don’t know whether or not you love her?” She asked in disbelief. Dark aura surrounded her, her eyes turned red from anger as if she would literally kill me if I say something wrong.

“I don’t know what came over me. One minute we were arguing and raising our voices at each other, but then she starting crying while still raising her voice at me. I forgot my anger, and all I knew was I didn’t mean to make her cry. Her tears stole all my voice, and I suddenly had the urge to kiss her senselessly. Then my head took over, and I actually kissed her.” Why am I telling Erza this anyways? The fact that I kissed her feels weird, but to be honest, I kind of liked it. I couldn’t stop. She tried to push me, but I wouldn’t let her.   

“Gray Fullbuster, why can’t you realize that you also love Juvia?” Erza swing her head right and left while massaging her temple.


Pinky Berry Note: Hello, minna. Hope you guys still remember that I also write fanfic since I haven’t update my story in ages.. T-T So, whatcha think of the story so far?? Thanks to those who actually take the time to read my stories. It means a lot to the writer here.. :3